Wednesday, October 27, 2010

open sky sensual sessions

----"In one of the chapters, she describes the act of making love under an open
sky in which she gives us the following passage:
Even the gentlest attention to the often ignored area which links the anal depression to
the triangle where the labia meet—that underrated rut between the arsehole and the
begging of the cunt—is guaranteed to subjugate me, and feeling the air against that part
of my body is more intoxicating than high altitude. (p. 102)"


i realized, sadley, that i have never had sex under the open sky.... this needs to change

Fuck it dude, let's go surfing

friend of mine recommended this flick

check it out it's visually stunning

It's a re-dramatization of this dude 'Rob Macado's" wonderings around the world

it's shot and put togther in the same way i would like to shoot and put togther my festival show, just so stunnign your nto sure if the shots are staged or not ( they obviously are) for my show i would try and not stage the shots i would just make them so awesome it would make you winder :P





The Drums - Surfing

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

we become each other


and all i want is to be personified and loved in a poem
i wana be dreamt about and salvaited over,
well shit if i had a bucket for all the slobber thats been spilled because of my long hair and thin oddities i'd have a pool
its all about the quality of the water, i don't want to swim in a pool of regret
nay i'd rather lay in a puddle of youthful beauty.
pretty girls often smile my way
but beautiful women walk on past
maybe i'm not there yet
maybe you need to come get me
complementing my cool.. with yours
and we can dance youthful folly
she made me dance..once
that fucking beautiful hippie child that told me strange things about the world, silent old eyes gleaming sparkles of adventure, stories insuing wow's and awe's .
waves of realization .. i've surfed the beautiful hippie child wave,
pretty girls hating me for loving my beautiful hippie child ways slipping into the bed of well woven stories, wrapping you shawl like comforte, and most of them love the lions den the sharp claws within the soft paws, posters gateways to idelologies, nik-naks safty lines to my childhood, the rope held tenderly by my inner child, i would hate for him to lose his way,

and all this cushions your worries about my upbringing, i'm a good boy and sometimes you need a good boy

you don't give head to bad boys, you only fuck them
and my tounge can lick away your last minute resistance

because it's all here for you
and your comfort is key, thats what all the pillows are for

and you pretty girls fall so easily in a well made bed

when i have sucked the last interesting story, last shred of intrege, the final view you have of life i will blend you into an experience, freeze you in a moment in time, and tuck you away as another book in my library

just like you filed away my photo


shooting me down with you canon, Holga you see me in the dreamy colores, you have frozen me in a multi colored time machine taking me out less and less to remeber old memories, old philosphies, old stories i told.

i tripped and tried so hard not to fall, catching myself just before going over the edge

it still hurt though

and i have dug the same holes for sorry girls looking at them from up high , regretful pucker.. the last thing you see
its dark
i know, i've been there
you'll dig yourself out, and chalk it up to experience,
but how many times do we have to fall before flying

i wish i fell more
thats when you know your alive

hearts only break if their still beating
and god i love that cringful reminder

old alpha lions are full of scars and have the biggest pride

this smooth mane needs to get ruffled
young lions need to make mistakes

roaring for beautiful women
show me the world
show me love
show me how to fuck

make my primary concern your well being

i would love to be a slave to sparkeling eyes
and rainbow smiles,


heart on my sleeve a reminder that i still have one, long hair a reminder that i'm beautiful
interesting stories a reminder that i'm worthy of you, whoever , ... wherever you are.
please, break my heart

http://www.myspace.com/officiallittlescream
check out this poem yo!
http://theroom22.wordpress.com/2010/10/20/three-buck-chuck/

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Festival?




As most of you know when i "grow up" i want to have my own travel show, i also want to have my own festival show...

basically i want to go to every single festival in the world and report on it ... low-budget, gorilla, reality style.. I'm thinking of naming it "wait, what?" or "where's the festival" or some such name.


fuck just reading the descriptions of some of these festivals is making me wet.

Here are the top ten festivals for October: http://www.residentadvisor.net/feature.aspx?1239

and if you have cash and want to plan a trip for next month here's the line up for November
http://www.residentadvisor.net/feature.aspx?1241

i can go on and on
this is my dream
to spend the rest of my life at festivals and showing the world how much fun you can have



Top Picture from Resident Advisor.com:
06. Iceland Airwaves
October 13 - October 17
Various Venues
Reykjavik, Iceland

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Iceland has spent much of the last year in the spotlight for reasons not related to Björk or Sigur Rós. But while the tiny isle has imploded financially and exploded volcanically, downtown "101" Reykjavík is ready to get back to the business of music. This year's Airwaves will draft in Mount Kimbie's otherworldly dubstep mutations, stylised synth pop from Hurts, Robyn's pop confections and Moderat's multimedia experience, alongside a program that heavily features Icelandic acts and bands, doing what they do best throughout the district's bars, museums and airplane hangars.
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Sunday, October 10, 2010

Your Beautiful



i want to tell you all that i love you for being human, all your character flaws all your smiles damn i even love you for your qualities, but i want to see you dance more, i want to see that smile move.

it's all here for you godammit can't you see it , its not some half baked idea its a philosophy.
i think we could all be the best of friends, just be innately friendly and positive, reject negativity!
I think of all my friends and acquaintances and all the people i haven't met, i think about what i've seen and what i have yet to see.

i cannot comprehend most of the beauty in the world but shit at least i know it's there... i want you to realize it's there even if you can't see it, give yourself the opportunity to see it. put yourself in places where you might get glimpses

and everyone is beautiful no matter what YOU think. look beyond opinions ...
walk with your palms open, smile at strangers greet all the random ghosts that walk past you on the street

Rory your one of the only people that reads my blog and i hope to god you take deep breaths when you do i mean try and inhale what i'm preaching and use it in your own ways, your own ways to improve yourself and the people and places around you.
i just get sad and dishearten when i'm confronted by negative, judgmental, close minded people.
a persons first reaction to every scenario should be positive.
what kind of barbarian looks for the flaws in the world.
Life Happens Once.
enjoy it.
dance.

every time your upset, step back and think: am i choosing to be upset? and does this scenario really have control over my emotions?

nothing and no one can take away your choice to smile.

worrying gets you nowhere, especially if you have no control over the situation, deal with problems in the present as much as you can but if the solution lies in the future or it lied in the past then accept it and just be happy your alive.

come on just be happy, and try and make others happy.. what else is there?


Thanksgiving

So what are you thankful for?

I'm thankful for the places i've been this year, Scotland, New York, India, Burningman and the experiences i've had there.

I'm thankful for getting glimpses of the bigger picture

I'm thankful that i've remained perpetually Positive

I'm Thankful for my old friends who have been with me on this crazy journey

I'm thankful for the new friends i've made ; Danny, Sam, Lindsey, Chris, john and many more

I'm thankful for my Playa Names 'i'm here for you" but please call me "NorthStar"

I`m Thankful that i've seen the beauty of humanity even if sometimes it's shrouded in darkness or dirt

i'm thankful for taking time out

i'm thankful for my family

i;m thankful for thank you's

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Jupitar Sex

for me the "Lifespan Infinity" by Jupitar sex is a stroll in the park.
a stroll in an outworldy, neon, space park on some foriegn planet, not necessarily Jupitar.
LIFESPAN INFINITY by JUPITER SEX