Saturday, January 22, 2011

this is what i really fucking think about you

i had the most beautiful and emotionally realization this evening that we don't tell our friends what they really mean to us.. so this is what you guys mean to me
in absolutely no particular order
some of it will be repetitive but thats why you're my friend thats aspect of you are what i love.

Owen K: i love you man because you're a cool as shit! you style is amazing ( those sweaters dude i started wearing more sweaters when we started hanging out more), you're a fucking genius, i love your passion for sound and video and all that stuff you love. you're very interesting and you're a great guy

Tom M: hey guess what tom i think you're really smart .. and i like you're style like a fucking executive G. one of the most determined ppl i know i think we all need to take a chapter out of your book if we want to succeed in life. i love you man

Justin Ad: you're just a really nice guy.. you're on my team.. theres never any negativity around you. it's always a toothy smile. you're an amazing dj!

Tracey R: i love you because you're a tender soul but you're also an alpha female and there are so lil alpha ppl around. you're smart, interesting, beautiful and you gots great style, whether you like it or not you have played a role in who i am today. when we dated it was fun and great and i had just never met someone who was up front about their emotions.. i was just a silly boy who wanted to be loved and wanted to get laid. i was not emotionally prepared yet for the way you saw the world.

Emily Monkey: so we've known each other for a while.. there a picture of us when in my room from whenwe're 12? with you're arm around me.. wow that made me blush so much i had(have?) such a crush on you girl you're an alpha female with attitude and pizazz and character, you're beautiful ad sexy and funny and i can't wait for you to come up this week we will have a blast. i'm always here for you

Drew H: we have also known each other for quite some time, you're one of my closest friends. you're straight cool and you know it, Mr. keeps his cards close, you're lips shut, you're knowledge guarded ..its a good thing. i love you're conservative(but not really conservative :p) style i love pimping you out to the ladies i love talking with you i feel we have had some amazing conversations about the smartest and stupidest things. conversations are so meaningful and i love you.

Chris hippy D: when i went to the first bartending class this summer and i saw all the losers there i sighed... when you`re hippy ass mutha fuckin self walked in i smiled like a mofo.. we`re very similar you and i. you are a real person.. i hope you know what that means. you're very musically talented i love you`re style and you`re laugh is like an uncontrollable burst from deep within you brotha and i love it.

Natia Doobie: you're really a great girl... and you got style which i find is lacking in some people ( obviously not my friends :p) you're kind and soft and gentle but you know what you want. when i was at that party talking to that gay dude about massages and cocaine and you and that girl you were making out with kept bumping into us i would have never believed i would have ever kissed you. i'm glad i did.

Rory S: you bear of positivity you happy soul you anchor of kindness.. you are unbelievably kind, you're here for me. i love that you know how to smile and have a great time. our best dressed battles are amazing and when i know i'ma see you i make sure i look fuckign good cause you always do.

Heidy Hatters: you were (and are) that super sexy unbelievable bartender at hatters who would always flirt with me and i would never understand why. you're strong but you're also just a girl with feelings and a heart and those big beautiful eyes and i love that about you.

Paul M: you're actively striving to become a better person with knowledge and experience and happiness on you're side thats what we have in common and thats why i love seeing you and hearing what you have to say. you're a great listener ( except when it comes to poetry and hallucinogenics) lol i love you man

Joshy 'bob' C: of course i put you next to paul! you have such a joie de vivre, you can party so hard and be totally fine the whole time and the day after. i love hearing you strum the guitar and i think you're a rock star.. you already dress like one, look like one, talk like one.. i hope one day you're famous so that you can touch the lives of a bunch of people like you have touched my life.


Andrea H: oh andrea... i'm smiling now thinking about ya lol this is what i rlly think about you: we had such an amazing relationship.. so much fun dude! but i was (am) young and dumb and i had these ideas that youth should be spent chasing tail and not appreciating the ones you're with.. so i made a stupid fucking decision! you have such style whoa! and you're fucking smart . the whole "inside a hooker" pitch to coms was genius! you're also soo beautiful.. wow.. tall and thin and stylish(most stylish girl i know?) with attitude. guess what.. I've had a crush on you this entire time. i truly hope things are going well in you're life and i'm always here for you. that look you give when you laugh in like a confused fuck it kinda way is gold

Willy L: you're 5 and a half feet of awesome. you know you have style, you rlly smart you're the only one who can write a paper a hour before its due and get a good grade on it. i love you man and i want us to hang out more.

Andre L: you're energy and smile is why i love you and why everyone loves you! you're hard core when it comes to hard work and the elements. you are a well oiled beautiful machine . i'm so glad you're my first roomate, we have had some great times. those parties in high school where one of the highlights of my teenage yrs.

Harry A: happy mutha fuckin birthday niger! our bromance is beautiful. you know how to have a good time. you know the art of chilling and zen. some of the little things you do make me love you more, like that early morning chaos the other day, you're naked running from the shower to you're room, the fact that you like a J over any other way.. i do to.

Jessica R: you so beautiful ! and i don't think you know this! work it girl! i melt when i look in you're eyes.. we might not have much in common but we'e had some great time and i hope i've made you smile cause you have made me smile. you're always down for an adventure and thats great, i wrote a poem about you that i never shared or posted.. something about you're hair being endless midnight curtains that i drown in ( if you want to hear the full poem i'll read it to you sometime)

Arndell L: you sir godamn you're probably the nicest dude i know.. i know that you'll always be there for me, we should hang out more, i love you're facial hair and what it does. i love you're style and the fact that you're a hardcore generous mutha fucka that just wants to help ppl.. not a lot of ppl really wana give up certain freedoms and materials to help others the way you do.



Brendhan M: you're an alpha man, you a bro, you know how to hang and have fun with the boys, you're squinty eyes and ringed smiled is radiant. you're a ladies man and you're always on my team and i'm always on you'res. we've had some times brotha i love you.

Dan the man lonewolf: you're a straight up baller... you live in the virgin islands you sell yachts, you dj, you're having fun, you're also a ladies man, i'm so glad you came to montreal, i want you tho come back this summer. i'm glad you love the lazer hands. i'm very glad i met you at burningman

Emilie O: is exactly what i want to give you, i have had a crush on you forever but i'm a wierdo and i come on nice a strong lol :S

Kerne M: you've got the best style of them all. i love you're taste in music, i think you're cool. i remember waiting in the lines for i love neon when i was 16 and you and Carey and you're whole crew would always be there and be on the G-list and never wait in line and i'd turned to drew and say " oh shit the cool kids have arrived " :P

Lufe F: you talented folk singing legend! i love you're music! you're smile is contagious! even at 7:30 in the morning at work after you've been drinking you're face off you still wore that smile like a shield of happiness

Nick F: you're going to conquer the world. your a genius, you're in shape you beautiful you remind me of my bro (my ultimate hero) you will always succeed at anything you do. we have had some great times by the lake, by the mountain drinking beers and talking about pussy lol :P

Omar kurds and pies: yo bro you're totally cool bro! bro! you're a straight happy dude who introduced me to the joys of driving around high as shit! we havent done that in a while.. i think its time to do it again

Pat nomad: you're a Strong force, overwhelming sometimes but hey you're just a beautiful smart man trying to figure it all out like the rest of us. and then i come in :P. i'm excited to see where you're going in this life and what you will learn brotha.

Mr Reed: lobster tom :P highschool was jokes. you have a strong laugh a strong gaze a strong body and you hold it all in a G'd up package. i want you to travel more good sir.

Alana M: well i had to say something about you before passing out... you're that hippy girl from burning man who made me smile bundles and who i went to glasgow for lol i love the way you see the world through that camera and those sparkling eyes you have such a joie de vivre. i will always remember Ben Nevis! you held my hand as you introduced me to this beautiful world and i think the reason i see the world in such a positivit light is because of you. i throughly enjoyed our time together. you are such a positive force i want you to succeed and to touch a bunch of peoples lives. you danced in and out of my life like a beautiful angle of light . i write it's all here 4 you with a 4 not a for because it was me, you , ward and brooke that night that changed my life.

Brooke N: you have the biggest smile in the world! it comes off of you're face and stretches for miles. i don't think i know anybody happier then you!


Ward S: a firm handshake and a tear for you. you changed my life. you're a very cool guy. i wana come down to L.A and hike with you! lets be honest you taught me that age means nothing because we're all just people trying to have fun. i see you as a big brother. IT'S ALL HERE 4 YOU. you preached those words to me at rave in the desert and i've taken that seriously. i love you man.

Joesph G: you know who you are to me? you're that crazy awesome biker with the tattoos and the attitude, the amazing guitar skills the amazing and intimidating style, the scary looking guy with the biggest heart. i love hearing you're story it sounds like you have had the most interesting life and it shows that you have learned a lot along the way. i'm actively trying to plan a trip to see you this summer (august?) drew and i want some tattoos we wana fish we wana take in the beautiful nature you surround yourself with.

penny and crystal: you guys are hardcore party animals who will eat you're babies and get you high but always make sure that you're having a great time. you are the best couple you feed of each other and its beautiful. you're wedding was the most amazing wedding i have ever been to. i want you guys to b happy and take over the world. RAWRRRR

Daniel B: you're on a path to god hood, you're a master of skills, you taught us kung fu and tight rope walking im so glad i met you in India, i try to be more like you in the sense that i want to accumulate skills and constantly improve myself as a person


Obie: i love you man your neatness is what i love you have order in you're life. i love that you love music. (sry i'm tired as balls i wana sleep , maybe i will write more tomorrow)

Kayla D: i like where you're at now, you got shit on the lock down, you;re beautiful you're silly you're stylish you're smart and sexy and super

i'm going to add some names and edit tomorrow but for now i must rest


man i am exhausted now.. i wana write so much more and i wana write in more detail about all of you i know this is just more of a bullet point skim of what i think about you but this has been an emotional evening and its 4:25 in the morning.. if you're not on this list and you care what i think then chances are i care about you to so give me a call, lets have a chat and i'll tell you with full honesty what i think about you

i love all of you and i'll always be there for you and i'll fight for you!

Will.C





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