I had A dream last night that i was madly in love with this girl who was also madly in love with me
i couldn't tell you who this girl was, some kind of hybrid of all the girls i love, this girl also reminded me of like Milla Jovovich and kesha and other girls i know...
anyway

we were madly in love, the love you hear about in the depths of deep poems or the cries of a serenade ... i truly was one with this chick, we were so in love that we were thinking of getting married,
i loved her so much though that i didn't want her to get tied down to me at such a young age for her entire life.

i told her something, something that was so deep and philosophical that i woke with a start my mind bleeding from this revelation...

I'm sorry i don't really remember what exactly i said

i strain my brain so hard and all i can come up with are bits and pieces, something about my mass in relation to the mass of her entire life and journey through that life

the best i can come up with, which might be the exact quote and isn't that mind blowing after all, was this:

I am only a gram and your entire journey through life is a ton

maybe its not the quote that mind fucked me but it's implication and the fact that this was brought up in my subconscious

the perfect girl, the happiness found within a relationship, the fear of commitment, the insecurity that i will never be good enough for the perfect girl ...

friends, family, artists, pay attention to your dreams